Romans 8:1 ... No adjudging guilty of wrong for those who are in Christ Jesus.
God does not hold the wrongs you have done against you. He wants you to come to Him and ask for His forgiveness ... and then move on. Just simple repentance ... but when you say it, you have to mean it ... believe that you are forgiven.
Realize that your faith is involved here. Faith is the catalyst that makes everything that God has done work. Without faith, forget it! But we are not without faith.
The devil will tell you that you don't have enough faith. Some ministers will tell you that you have to develop your faith before you can believe for a certain thing.
Romans 12:3 says that God has dealt to every man the measure of faith. To every man, to everybody ... because you could not get saved if you didn't have faith.
Ephesians 2:8 tells us that "by faith we are saved, not by any works we could do".
"Faith as small as a grain of mustard seed" ... do you know that this seed is the smallest seed? You have to use a magnifying glass or a microscope in order to see it ... but it grows into a very huge plant. So our faith starts out as tiny as a mustard seed, but as we use it, it grows and becomes huge. We have to use our faith for it to grow.
Reverend Robert W. & Mary C. Butler